Today

- So, how are you?
- Pretty cool
- Let's get to the point, what happened?
- It just ended. Not from my part, but that really doesn't matter anymore.
- No, wait, it matters if you still feel something for her.
- Nop, I don't
- Really?
- Well, that's not entirely true. I mean, I do feel something for her.
- And what is it?
- Nostalgia.
- What?
- Yeah, I feel nostalgic about the whole thing. I kinda miss what we used to have, the things we had, the feeling that we had for each other. Or the laughs. Or the way we used to hang out. And like that, there are a lot of things. Small things. Big things. A lot of things.
- Don't get fucking depressed on me, ok?
- No, don't worry, like I said, I'm not depressed, I'm just nostalgic, just in the same way one can be nostalgic about an old TV Show, or an old friend. Old times at school, at work, or that conversation you had with your father when you were on holidays.
- Do you still care about her?
- I'm not sure. On one hand, I think that knowing she's alive and well would make me happy. On the other hand, I think that knowing why exactly she's happy will hurt me like a motherfucker.
- Well, don't ask why.
- Nah, I know that right now I can't handle that kind of situation. Maybe in the future. Maybe not.
- And what about you?
- What about me?
- Do you feel right with the idea that she doesn't try to know if you are fine or not?
- Don't know, to be honest. I do believe that if you really want to know how is somedoby you used to care about, you do something more personal, like a phone call, or an email.
- Well, maybe not everybody has the healing factor that you have.
- I don't have a healing factor. It still hurts a lot. The other day I dreamed about her. We were happy, we were together, it was just like old times. Then I woke up, and realized that it was just a dream. Fucked up my whole week. But life goes on, man, life goes on.
- Do you believe that you will be together sometimes?
- Maybe, I don't know. Maybe life (although I do hate that conception that the universe, life, karma, or whatever controls your life like they know best) will get us together again, maybe it has something more for us, maybe it's our "destiny" or whatever. I don't know, and I don't want to know. I believe that the surprise will be better for both of us.
- Are you open to the idea of being together again?
- Not inmediately. But I kinda hope that will be the case. If that doesn't happen, well, bad luck. I'm pretty sure there are, to use one common phrase, more fish in the sea. A few days ago I was absolutely sure we were going to end up together, no matter what. Now, I'm not so sure. But if that happens, well,  we will see when the times arrives.
- What happens if you find her on the street, or on some randome place?
- To be honest, I don't know. If I see her with someone else, it will hurt like a motherfucker on fire. If I see her alone, I can't be sure on how I will react.
- Do you want to find out?
- No, I don't.